CRAVINGS

Today when I woke up my brain convinced me that I would not find any meaning higher than that state of being in the midst of that awful longing.

I remembered that I should rewire and simply started to write these things down. I gave up on that feeling of sudden craving and let it just be there, not touching it. I realized how heavily cravings affect my thinking patterns and general deep beliefs about my situation. Cravings instantly turn my mind into a hectic battlezone. Sudden beliefs start to appear, like beliefs that my life is going in circles just for me to be brought down by my own overactive mind. Not today.